As I sat alone in my dark and miserable room
I felt myself surrounded in my broody gloom
I took a look at the beautiful world outside
And realized I love to seclude myself and hide.

My world is empty and filled with strife
I wish I could kill myself and end my life,
So that I don’t have to hear them scream
But I know it can never happen, accept in a dream

Am I not human? Am I that bad?
Why is that I’m always angry, depressed or sad?
All they ever do is scream and fight
There’s no such word as love anymore, only spite

I sit and wait and listen for some sort of call
There’s nobody to catch me when I trip or fall
Is there someone out there waiting just for me
I’m trying hard to look, but there is nothing I see.

And so it’s just me and my lonely and aching heart
Is this just the beginning of an awful start?
All they do is yell and scream at me everyday
I wish I somehow had the courage to run far away

I listen quietly and all I hear is silence and calm
My thoughts are replaced with me wanting to cause some harm
I was trying so hard to find something to do
It finally struck my mind and finally I knew.

I went in the bathroom and stared at my reflection
And that’s when I clearly began to see my affliction
I looked at myself and began to cry
For I knew my only way out was to die

I gazed at my hand as the blade leisurely began to rip
The quiet was replaced with the sound of drip, drip, drip
The tiles on the floor were now filled with my blood
I slowly began to fade and fell down with a thud

As I felt the blood begin to flow
I slowly felt myself begin to let go
I actually found it kind of exciting and cool
As my blood began to form a small red pool

I wonder if they would finally heed
Now that I had done this awful deed
I wondered if they would even seem to care
As these thoughts ran through my mind, all I did was stare

My wretched life had finally come to an end
I hope they got the clear message that I had send.
The ambulance had arrived, but it was too late
To me this was my answer, this was my fate.